Feathered Wings

Entertain the Pain.

2011-07-12T13:26:00.000-07:00

So, I am trying to find a positive side to things.
However, sometimes I just can't.

What can I do?

I tried opening to him, telling him what really happened.
He asked about it, didn't he?
I told him everything, and it ends up... like this.

I'm clueless.
I feel so stupid.

Pain is stupid.
It's fun. It's life.

My L.O.V.E.

2011-06-29T21:49:00.000-07:00

Well, life has been pretty interesting.

Love has failed me once again.
I fell and then stood back up again.

Only to fall again, but this time there was someone to catch me.
He is whom I love at the moment and will love until the end of time.

Life ; It Is What It Is.

2011-03-31T14:18:00.000-07:00

Life, It is what it is.

Sometimes the only choice is to give up.

It's reality,
It is what it is.

Life & Love

2011-02-01T20:12:00.000-08:00

I think this just sums up what I think the purpose of life is.

"You only get once in a lifetime to find that love."
~ Ronnie Lewis Jr.

Exams.

2011-01-25T01:33:00.000-08:00

Dear Readers,
My exams are coming soon. Tomorrow to be exact.
I need to study (also the reason why I have not been on lately). I deeply apologize. I thank you all for viewing my blog. I doubt it is even a slight interest for many of you. You just take a glance and you are gone! *poof*

I must study.

Emotions and Songs.

2011-01-11T23:36:00.000-08:00

"Daggmask; The emotional burst of all feelings on Earth, like a supernova- with a melody." ~Coco.

It's like techno and trance songs can be filled with emotion and explode with sound. While at the same time, they can display the emotion that one can feel in his her life. It's really interesting because it has usually little to no words.
I envy the DJs.

Daggmask - Dreamnation

2011-01-11T18:10:00.000-08:00

"There are desperate moments where I wished I could whistle like a bird. And make dead silence... alive again." ~Coco.

I've fallen in love with this song.

Why do people think they look ugly?

2010-12-27T14:15:00.000-08:00

Why do some people think they look ugly?
Most people look: normal, fine, average, etc. and they still call them themselves--UGLY. I wonder...
According to most people, some just want attention by saying they are ugly and have someone say they are not.

I admit, I say things like this too.
At the same time, I understand that no one on Earth is PERFECT. Hence, why I do not believe in Perfection. Sometimes, I like to compare how I look to how some other people look. And out of all those times, I am the loser. Sure, I may not be photogenic.

Last night, when a friend called herself ugly, I thought about it... Maybe people that see their face in the mirror daily, just get bored? I think human nature consists of the sense to enjoy looking at new things--curiousity, maybe. And seeing new faces may apply this way. So one may be more interested in another's looks, rather than their own.

Wishing.

2010-12-19T18:15:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I wonder if my wishes would come true.
The problem is, I have too many.

If all of them would come true, I would be quite happy. But none the less, I will probably regret making some of my wishes. And if they were to come true, I'll start wishing they did not in the first place.

I like to make wishes.
One that probably won't come true.

Work

2010-11-30T14:58:00.000-08:00

Moved to a different room for web design.
Big white bulletin board facing me.

I'm bored and that is all I notice.
Some posters are actually really entertaining to read.

I'll give you 2 examples:
- "The Greatest Computer Ever Devised is Your Mind." There is a picture of a leopard/tiger saying: "Just be sure it's plugged in, okay?"

- "FRUSTRATED? Relax...then take another whack at it. (the problem, not the computer)" There is a brick red yeti-like figure going: GASP SNORT SNARL.

Pretty interesting.
There are also very nice student created posters and other student work and projects.

Web Design & Media Design

2010-11-24T18:45:00.000-08:00

So today,

I got called up with three other classmates after class.
The teacher states that we have potential in Web Design.
I like to doubt my abilities, I never thought I had any.
The teacher suggested that we should pick Web Design 12.
Course selection is sometime within January, it is near.
I'm up for challenges, but I might run out out of space.

I can only select eight courses, a couple are mandatory.
Gosh, I don't know what to take now.
I wish someone will tell me what my talent is.

Procrastination

2010-11-13T20:44:00.001-08:00

I don't like it,
But it loves me.
So it continues to
Come back for me.

No matter how many times
I try to push it away.

Sometimes this is all I get...

2010-11-11T19:23:00.000-08:00

BOREDOM

When life gives you lemons, you make lemonade.
When life gives you a time of peace, what do you do??

Maybe all the things that occur in life just make things exciting.

What is life?

2010-11-04T23:34:00.000-07:00

Some quotes...

"Think of life as a forest with different paths and whichever one you take, will lead to another.
Just move forward in life and deal with what is set infront of you.And wait for life to fit together like pieces of a puzzle."
~WingedAura
(c)2010

"Love is like a puzzle if it don't fit move on but everybody know there are always a match."
~David L.
(c)2010

Do you have a quote? Leave a comment below.

Obsession

2010-11-04T17:12:00.000-07:00

I'm OBSESSED with him.
And Fate would not tell me if he's The One.

I sincerely wish he is.
I do not believe in Perfection,
But he seems like an exception to my belief.
I also hope that he'll be a part of my future.
Just to be there for me, like he said he would.

And if he is not, I promised forever.
And forever is a promise I'll keep.

I love you~
Forever and Always~

Stress

2010-11-03T16:53:00.000-07:00

This week is chaotic.
I can't even think correctly now.

Brain malfunction.

Everything going to be due Friday.
Failing Biology now...
Dropping in Chemistry and Maths.

The Future

2010-11-02T17:55:00.000-07:00

The future ahead of me-
It scares me.

What lies ahead:
-Grad Transition Plan.
-College?
-University!
-Job.
-Marriage?!!
-Chicken pie.

2012!?
(Only a summer after graduation).

-Death.

Liars

2010-10-27T22:07:00.000-07:00

She's my favourite artist, for now.
I'm neutral.

I don't hate songs. (:

Possibility

2010-10-27T22:02:00.001-07:00

Nothing is impossible, just believe in yourself!
-For English project.

Moonlight Shadow

2010-10-27T17:34:00.000-07:00

I love it. (:
My attention was captured and trapped within.

What I believe In

2010-10-27T01:26:00.000-07:00

You don't know the true meaning of love:

If you don't argue - then make up.
If you don't care - and worry.
If you don't get jealous - and argue.
[What goes around, comes around...]

Forgive and Forget~

The End?

2010-10-26T00:18:00.000-07:00

I knew it...
I always did.
Either you'll get bored of me,
Or there's an excuse that goes along with IT.

My heart-
I would say... aches, but at the same time it's numb.

I'm shaking again, maybe I'm cold. But that isn't possible, because I'm wearing so much layers and the windows are closed. I've considered just freezing to death, but that would take too long.

Oh... I don't know what to do.
I was too busy-
Now I am too heartbroken to do anything.

It's over.
Ouch.

Dear

2010-10-23T21:48:00.000-07:00

Dear Tummy, sorry for all the butterflies.
Dear Fluffy Pillow, sorry for all the tears.
Dear Heart, sorry for all the damage.
Dear Brain, you confuse me...
Dear Mind, make a choice.

Conflicts

2010-10-23T18:30:00.000-07:00

Recognize my flaws...
Love them,
don't hate them.

The things I say... I mean it.
Well, most of it.

It's such a big part of me.
I feel... heartbroken.

Carry Me Through

2010-10-23T16:43:00.000-07:00

Artist: SuperChick
Crawl
How long will this take?

How much can I go through?

My heart, my soul aches

I don't know what to do

I bend, but don't break

And somehow I'll get through

'Cause I have you...

And if I have to crawl

Will you crawl too?

I stumble and I fall

Carry me through

The wonder of it all

Is you see me through

O Lord, where are you?

Do not forget me here

I cry in silence

Can you not see my tears?

When all have left me

And hope has disappeared

You'll find me here

And when I have to crawl

Will you crawl too?

I stumble and I fall

Carry me through

The wonder of it all

Is you see me through

When everything I was is lost

I have forgot

But you have not

When I am lost

You have not lost me

When everything I was is lost

I have forgot

But you have not

When I am lost

You have not lost me

And if I have to crawl

Will you crawl too?

I stumble and I fall

Carry me through

The wonder of it all

Is you see me through

WingedAura says:
I love SuperChick. All her songs are inspiring. (:
They are worth listening to.

Other songs from SuperChick:
-Hero
-Stand in the Rain
-Hold
-Breathe

Love

2010-10-23T15:03:00.000-07:00

Melody: Speranzaria

To love someone, is to adore every bit of them;
Their flaws and the way they act to situations.
Is not to change him or to change anything about yourself.
Happiness and company is the key,

But it's missing. . .

Wishes

2010-10-11T12:53:00.000-07:00

Sometimes
I get the feeling
And the sense of wanting
Death to come and
Take me Away.

Incubus!

2010-10-04T23:07:00.000-07:00

What ever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes, yeah
What ever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there...
[8]

Commentary

2010-10-02T00:10:00.000-07:00

So I found this cute little site that allows you to send comments to a friend. It also includes graphics for Myspace, Hi5, Orkut, etc. =)

It is CommentYard:
http://www.commentsyard.com/

Enjoy!~

Under Construction

2010-09-30T15:05:00.000-07:00

This Blog is currently under construction.
I will edit and blog after I fix my laptop; or when I get a new one (most likely Christmas).

Note to self:
*Default Font of Blog - Courier