I can only wish.

I can only wish , that someone will take me away. To love me and protect me. I do not like being forced to do something I don't want. I want to keep my freedom, I want to live but like a child again. The adult world isn't for me. I'm afraid of it, I can't breathe in it... It's choking me. I need pain to make sure I stay sane. I feel so alone and so sick. I feel the world is against me. I feel like no one cares. It hurts so much.