"No matter what you do or how you try, things never change just magically." And apparently, trying for a long period of time does not work either. It's just that hard to change. Even myself. ~ Me on Facebook
Jealousy, it just does not leave me alone. I'll assume it's just me and my over-thinking. My own free will? I don't think so, my will is the firewall to the flames of jealousy. A defense to my offense. Please, stop thinking.
And it hurts me right now, it hurts me a lot. I feel like I don't know what is going on in this world anymore; I want to cry, but I cannot because- to me, it shows weakness. I have trained myself not to cry so easily, but it does not seem to be working at all. What am I supposed to do?! I don't know... Jealousy makes me feel I am all the more selfish. Haha, my thinking. Please, stop.
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