Happy Holidays ~ !
It's almost another year.
What have I accomplished? It feels so slow, yet fast. It seems like I have graduated for a long time now. What have I done that's worthy of something? Nothing. It's so depressing now that I think about it. Oh well, I'll just try my best to make people happy this year. Just like every other year, I mean it.
But...
Somethings just get really confusing. Love, please-- stop pressuring me. I don't like it. I need time. Why does it seem like value friendship more than a relationship? Don't I like to be cared for and loved by someone (finally)? Why do I feel like I have lost myself.
Somethings just get really confusing. Love, please-- stop pressuring me. I don't like it. I need time. Why does it seem like value friendship more than a relationship? Don't I like to be cared for and loved by someone (finally)? Why do I feel like I have lost myself.
Anyhow, happy holidays and merry christmas! I'm sorry this has been so depressing. It has snowed here, twice. But it's gone now, good things never last. Snow, I love you so. Please come back to me! Then I'll be at peace and content again. It's all I wish for. Ice skating will do for now.
